I would wanna die hold onto my beautiful fiancee. "Drop to my knees and pleading. I'm trying to stop you from leaving you won't even listen so **** it I'm trying to stop you from breathing. I put both hands on your throat. I sit on top of you squeezing till I snap your neck like a popcicle stick, ain't no possible reason I can think of to let you walk up out this house and let you live. Tears stream down both of my cheeks. Now I let you go and just give. 'For I put that gun to my temple I told you this..." I would never kill my true love even if she left though. Space Bound from Eminem. That's what that is from.